As i slept early on 14th night, i woke up around 2:35 AM. Couldn't go back to sleep so i got up around 3 AM and did the
morning routine till 3:15 AM.
Surfed for a while and found that very amusing
Mathematrix from my elder bro. It kept me in great spirits for quite a while.
Then made some milk for the kids. This is a great restart with the kids, in case you goof up in your interaction with them the previous day :-) They love it, as i do it "
I want 10' of that" manner; they love all that froth, who wouldn't?
Niki had to leave for a football tournament so everyone was up by 6:45 AM. I had a headtstart on the morning baddy. Whenever i get up early, i find that i play in the zone. All that tiredness due to lack of sleep simply doesn't come into play :-) It turned out to be one more of those crazy days; i was at like 95% of that sublime date:
9/10/11.
Marty had a PTM so i went to his school, just before the scheduled close at 12:30 PM. The class teacher was sweet, but he had already parked the report card in the staff room, which was now locked. I spoke of kids hitting their potential and how we should do all we can to achieve that. He's a
LeOx, like those stalwarts, Obama and Sergey Brin. With a Leonage like that, i am going to push him just that bit more.
While coming back, a truck was trying to turn off the main road near the mesmerizing
Mariamman temple in Varthur, so i held back and let him turn, thinking of NRN's Public Good before Private Good funda. But, very soon, i was reminded of Ramana's more incisive comment in
Who Am I?:
All that one gives to others one gives to one's self. If this truth is understood who will not give to others?
A viewpoint like that will cut through all the fluff of thinking; it's tremendously liberating and, additionally, there's hardly much thought of taking credit for such an action.
The painters were doing their second day at our place and they were all over the place. I even broached the topic of painting a huge house number on our roof so that it's visible when the satellites take their next shot! While the leader of the group didn't get it, his sidekick did and pretty fast. He's their geek.
I was pretty tired by now and hit the bed. There was a moment of distraction when i had to go outside the house
without the keys and, very thankfully, the main door didn't close behind me. The Old Man was watching. I had a good laugh over it and, that was more or less the last thought before i hit the deep end of the ocean.
I was very refreshed when i got up around 5:30 PM. With the puja yet to be done, i was getting into the mood. Folks normally go for their exercise/walk around this time so the house was silent and it jelled with my blissful mood much.
I read chapters
31 and
32 of the
Shri Sai Satcharita, the extra one to take care of the Sunday, my day of rest.
Read this interesting snippet in
The Life and Teachings of Sai Baba of Shirdi: (page
277, top)
Concerning the practice of nAmajapa, it is worthwhile to quote a passage from a dialogue between a devotee of Sai Baba and Ramana Maharshi:
Devotee: "My practice has been continuous invocation of the names of God while breathing in, and of the name of Sai Baba while breathing out. Simultaneously with this I see the form of Baba always. Even in Bhagavan I see Baba. The external appearances are also much alike. Bhagavan is thin. Baba was a little stout. Should I continue this method or change it? Something within tells me that if I stick to name and form I shall never get beyond them but I can't understand what further to do if I give them up. Will Bhagavan please enlighten me?"
Bhagavan: "You may continue with your present method. When the japa becomes continuous all other thoughts cease and one is in one's real nature which is invocation or absorption. We turn our minds outwards to things of the world and are therefore not aware that our real nature is always invocation. When with conscious effort, or invocation, or meditation as we call it, we prevent our minds from thinking of other things, then what remains is our real nature, which is invocation…. There is no difference between God and His name."
Repeating
Ramana Sadguru in the night is so much more mysterious. I think of the Sea Sands quarters to keep count and imagine myself as a
bairagi in front of each house as i go about it. The numbers in my head are stored in the same manner as the layout of Sea Sands, and, IMHO, this is the reason why i rarely forget a b'day.
The serene mood lingered over the dinner.